Chapter 12-13

In chapter twelve and thirteen Holden goes to a night club called Ernie's where he used to go a lot. Right when he walks in he coplain how everyone gets over excited about him playing when he is just big phony. He didn't want to be alone so he listened to other people's conversation and calls them boring and he runs in Lillian which used to Hang out with his brother DB. She has her boy frind that a navy officer named commander blop or something she was going to sit down and asked Holden if he wanted to go but he lied and said he was just leaving. He walked 41 blocks back to the hotel because he diddnt want to get into another cab and he put on his red hunting hat. Holden says he is yellow but he uses it like he is a coward because when he should do something he dosen't but then says maybe he isn't yellow as if he isn't sure. He says he is lousy and depressed and really bring him self down. Holden finally get to hotel and he gets into hotel and the elevator guy is wondering if he wants a girl 5 dollars for an hour and 15 dollars for three hours. Holden lies about his age and says he is 22 and the guy said ok there will be a girl up there in 15 minutes. He gets to his room and he is nervous because he's a virgin and he tries to give him self a pep talk but it doesn't really work. The girl comes in and she took of her coat and sat in the chair with legs crossed bouncing foot up and down. She took off her green dress and Holden hung it up for her and he felt bad and he just wanted to talk but she didn't so he gave her the five dollar but she said she was worth ten and then she just left.