Me Myself and I

This weekend was pretty rough a year a two days now I hurt my shoulder at California state tournament. I wrestle again at same tournament this year and shoulder didn't feel right it just got hurt again and swelled. Before I even went to compete I got an MRI and the doctor said it came up clear,  nothing was wrong. But when I stepped on that u could tell there was something serious going on because I had no strength in arm. I was so determined to finish match because I wanted just to make it out of first round I had tears coming down my face in math because I was in so much pain. My coach kept asking if I wanted out I make 5 minutes and had kept it pretty much tied till the very end where I had no strength at all, absalutley none. My coach finally said you are done I can't watch it any more. He got me to trainer. I couldn't feel hand it hurt blue and I couldn't touch fingers with thumb or even close hand. The trainer got ice on it and test my shoulder again and I could barley feel his hand on fingers or parts of arm and my tingled. The trainer took me out and we headed home we would have went to hospital in Fresno but last time there was problems with getting stuff back to my doctor so went to Marian hospital. I waited over an hour just to see doctor and she got the report of my MRI and there was nothing clean about it. They said there was suspicion of a slap tear! So now I have to see an orthepetic surgeon because there is high possibility that I will have to get surgery. My family is not happy but it needs to be fix. I will be seeing doctor on Wednesday this week in Santa Barbra.

modernest author

For my  modernest author i chose Henry James. I chose him because he seemed different becuase he came from a weathy family and had four brothers one of his brothers, William James, became a well known philospher and psychologist.  They were taught to think for them selves and they got taught by private tourtors. His first puplished work was a short story in the Atlantic Monthy. Henry as born in New york but traveled to Europe a lot but when was 21 he decided to stay in Europe and write.

brave new world

CH.3
1. The children would play ball naxes with each other and childhood was training and conditioning them to have sex early.
2. Our world was imaged as emotions is bad and disgusting and it was just gross to have families and care for people.
3. Games must be so complex so people will want to buy the game.
4. Strong emotions are bad because people will start thinking and wondering and want to go against the leader if there is no emotions than there is no thought of hatred against the leader.
5. Sexuality is nothing it is just something people do and they do it a lot with a ton of different people. There is no emotion behind it and it just a casual thing that is done everyday.
6. Mustapha mond control history hes the one that knows everything and tells everyone else what they should know and shouldn't know.
7. Lenina and Barnard are different because they don't follow the usual path. Lenina dosent want to sleep around with a ton of guys only one. Barnard doesn't want to do sexual things he wants more.
8. He helps us understand the characters past and helps us understand how the brave new world works.
9. Soma is a drug used to eliminate emotions people might be feeling.
10. People age by wisdom not physically.

Brave new world

chapter 1:
1.The first sentence is strange because they make it seem that a 34 story high building is small and no big deal. They say it grey and sets of gloomy cold vibe.
2. "Community,identity, stability is in a shield which represent protection. With community and identity and stability you are protected or shielded.
3. It look so cold but ISO hit because they are producing babies with science and machines.
4. When simply only thinking one one thing people won't have to worry about anything else and won't be distracted.

5. People are placed into a certiain section of society when people are needed and when they are younger they get less oxygen the lower of society poll.
6.  Without the bokanvosky process all people would be able to think for them self and would want to be better than they are but with bokanvosky process each society rank think they are the best out ignorance.
7. The epsilons didn't need human intelligence because they matured and developed really quickly.

Chapter 2
1. Conditioning helps keep everyone in check and make sure people don't progress. They used conditioning on gammas, deltas, and epsilons. Hypnopaedia allows people to learn things in sleep when repeated.
2.deltas hate country but like sports because of the manufacturing production.
3. Idk
4.gamma are soft but district voice. Delta wear khaki don't want to mess with them. Epsilons are worse. Beta wears black. Alpha wears grey.
5. They demonstrate their condition on how they act.

masterpiece start

My first Car

My first car is a little 1993 Mazda Miata, it's a stick shift. I got it about a month ago and it has been just giving us problems but it was a free car my uncle got out of a deal. We had problems with battery, alternator, the belt, the top had a rip in it, the leather seats were old a cracking, the window does go down by it self, the emergency brake dosent work. Me and my dad has fixed almost everything besides seats, window and emergency brake. I had to clean my car and it was so gross there was dirty every where like no one has clean the car in a year. I can't really complain because it's a free car. I got a new top and have to get some seat covers for the car but the thing is you have to get special seat covers made for a Mazda Miata because the seats are weird. It looks good and nice but driving a stick shift isn't fun at all. I have never driven a stick shift a month ago it was so scary. My dad took me to Nipomo parking lot and we were there for about three hours and I stalled it out so much it wasn't even funny. I finally got the hang of it and that same night my dad allowed me to drive it home but it wasn't very far because I live in Nipomo. It was scary and now I'm driving it by my self it so crazy. I never thought in a month I would be driving my car by my self.

materpiece

I have been thinking a lot of whats my whole plan for my project. Well I'm going to work with Gabe because I have hurt shoulder and I can't really do my own stuff on the mat like I would do. I am really into competing I personally think more than gabe but that doesn't matter. I love competing and seeing how good I am and what level I am at. I compete against good people and bad people that shouldn't even be on the mat with me. I want to interview different people in our gym and see when they first started how hard they thought it was going to be when they first started, jiu jitsu, muy thia or wrestling and how it felt after first practice and did it meet up to their expectations. I want to interview people and ask them how was their first competition and how they felt that day going into competition and how they thought they were going to do and what they actually did. Because my first wrestling tournament I got lifted and dripped on my head when I was seven, I personally wasn't think that was going to happen I didn't even think you could do that. After that experience my parents were like oh yeah I don't think she will want to wrestle after that but here I am now haha still wrestling or trying to wrestle. Last year its been hard really hard, I hurt my shoulder last year about this time right now at freestyle state. I did it to my self going against first year because she didn't know how to react to what I was doing so she freaked out got in some weird position and me being stubborn and not wanting to let go I end up getting hurt. Right then I thought my life was over I thought I broke my bone and I was going yo die. I didn't die and I didn't break bone but my doctor said I should have broke my collar bone but I have some hard bones but I just pulled all my ligaments in my shoulder so I had to wear sling for a long time then I had to go to physical therapy and had to gain my strenght back. Finally I did like eight months later I got to go back to practice. Wrestling season for high school comes around. I was so excited I was like yes!! I get to go back but I had to wait six weeks before I go back and compete because I switched schools. I was like OK its fine I will just be stronger. I get to compete after six weeks and I go to two duals and that's only girls local and I'm feeling good and confident my shoulder isn't bothering me at all. The day before my first tournemnt I wrestle with out heavy weight, it wasn't even her fault she knew I was smaller so she wasn't trying anything I go in for a shot and lift up her leg and I had shooting pain in my shoulder again. I tell my parents because they showed up to practice because I was leaving after and they wanted to say goodbye. They were like its OK it's fine you probably just tweaked it. I go compete tomorrow and I already feel weak I wrestle first match I win it but it was hard because my left shoulder was weak and I wrestle left handed. I get through first one and I go wrestle second one and I'm better than this girl and i know it I was just destroying her and then I'm getting ready to turn her to pin her and I have no strength in my left shoulder before i know it I'm on my belly and she has my shoulder pulled across body and I'm stubborn so I don't turn like a normal person would if they were in pain haha no I fight against it because I don't want to be pinned so I'm crying and still fighting and my coach wants me off mat and I finally give in and the referee stops it finally and my coach runs over there and asked me how much pain I was in I was like eight and he called the match took me into trainer and got ice on it three other times that day and I left went to doctor he didn't think it was anything hut sent me to physical therapy my physical thearipst said after like three weeks I wasn't progressing fast enough and thinks I need MRI and possible surgery